Ah So tired and sleep deprived

Being a parents is not so very easy...the sacrifice we make. Yesterday my son was admitted to the pediatric just for a phototherapy due to her T.bilirubin was above 200 which cause her to become jaundice. Son was breast feeding well, open bowel regularly. But my son is a very clever boy he could feel her was in a very different environment, so he wasn't feeling comfy o cosy...wife did get a good sleep but as for me, i didn't. We really didn't want to stay any longer. After the doctor came for the ward round there were 2 others in phototherapy and they weren't allow to go home yet! I was so anxious and heart beating so fast...in denial if the worst to come not being discharge. But the doctor came to us ask a few question and said....the boy looks good bilirubin is reducing...you can go home...AH! thanks God. came home and paid of my sleepless night. though I'm not feeling well, having a slight cold and throat irritation. I just hope after this we could really just settle down. God we really need to treat our self with something nice.