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I remember when I was 8... I cldn't get myself to sleep during the night. I was actually having difficulty breathing, and it happen every night for as long as I remember. It followed me during daytime...I was wheezing to breath. But unknowing me, I brought it with me to play soccer during recess time, basketball, running around in the playground... there were many a stage my chest tighten that I cld only breath in little. All that while I never told my parents about it, cause I didn't simply care, untill I got totally sick and they told me I got asthma. Ever since than my dad bought a personal nebulizer for me.    
I never hold back, doctors told me I can't do strenuous fun (I was 8! and in my school we had all kind of sports going on during recess). So I was 8, getting more active than ever... than I realize the frequent asthma stop. untill it completely stop  when I was 13. 

And now 17 years later. It hits me again, this time much more worst! I was literally mildly suffocating for air in every move I make and my whole upper body just ache from the strain to breath in more. Lucky for me, parents knows best, they are my saviour and they loan me one of the many nebulizer they have- mum checks on me every few hour (no matter how old you are, nothing beats the feeling of being cared by your parents esp, when you are sick).

It been 4 days now everyone is still recovering-my kids still coughing, but better than yesterday, wife still having her flu (doesn't seem to get any better) and as for me-still coughing but recovering, unfortunately being so has kept me away from my new year resolution, which I have accomplish so far, but this new year I need to push myself further as it tend to get harder in the final process.

I just hope this asthma won't hit me when I pushing myself to achieve my resolution. So till then, in days to come I just need to rest and wait.